Pamela Anderson has revealed she was left devastated by the break up of her marriage to Motley Crüe drummer Tommy Lee. "I have tortured myself over it for years and was devastated and depressed for much of the last 15 years about that relationship," Anderson told Fabulous magazine. "It's mostly about the kids. I think I've just tried to attach myself to anybody who'd create a family, but the people I attracted weren't really the fairytale I planned. I think I'd just rather be alone and take care of my kids and wait it out. Something will happen one day. If not, my kids will look after me. Tommy? Life's not over yet. Of course we love each other. But we don't have to live together. Romance is tragic, so let's leave it."
The former Baywatch star went on to reveal her children, Brandon, 14, and Dylan, 12, don't see much of their dad. "No, they don't spend a lot of time with their father. I think they will spend more time with him when they are older, but Tommy is eternally 16," she explained. "It's not that I don't like them being with him. He spends as much time with them as he can. I just came to the realisation that our relationship... it just is what it is."
